Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Letting You Go...

Sometimes, something was meant to have but not to hold...
It's time to learn how to let go...


As I was surfing the net this morning I visited C’s blog and read those lines which I quoted “Hope C won't mind”..

It made me think deeply.. It brought pain to my heart.. Tears to my eyes.. I don’t wanna be dramatic here.. But I sometimes wonder if I am stupidly in love.. Sometimes I wonder whether I am doing the right thing or not.. Sometimes I wonder am I walking in the right path.. It is so hard to let someone go.. So hard that you feel the ache on your heart.. I dunno if I wanna let go.. But I know I had giving up in holding.. I am fed up with holding.. I have been holding this since years now and I don’t wanna hold it anymore.. I wanna learn to let go.. I wanna learn to let you go…
I tried my best today morning not to think of you.. Not to miss you.. Tried to hide my tears.. Tried to smile.. But every time my phone beeps, I hope it was you… yet I don’t wanna hear you.. I don’t wanna hear your voice.. I don’t wanna hear your excuses.. I don’t wanna listen to anything.. Maybe.. Just maybe.. I don’t want you

Yes, I am lying.. But I should lie to let you go.. I should pretend that I hate you to let you go.. I should pretend that I am alright to let you go… I had enough.. I don’t wanna go through all pain.. I don’t deserve this.. I deserve someone who would die to be with me.. Not someone who I would die to be with...! I don’t wanna wait for you anymore.. I am flipping the pages.. To a page where I respect myself.. Where I am not blindly following you.. To a page where I am letting you go…

7 comments:

C said...

Chica of course I wouldn't mind :) I'm glad that I made you think for the best of your future :) No matter what you choose, always know that I will support you :)

Butterfly Chick said...

C..
appreciate it :**.. thanks a lot hun.. ur words were amazing.. loved them and they went directly to my heart :)..

Sadness4ever said...

it's right thing to do i admit .. but i'll never do it coz i dont want to do it, i'd rather to wait for life ,,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hd5VKCb8lQU

just listen to this n u will understand wht i mean

it's an ads btw XD

keep writin up ,, ur all the best ^_^

Anonymous said...

They say "If you love someone set him free if he comes back to you he's yours if he didn't he never meant to be."

Dana

Toomzie said...

You know its time to let go when you're fed up and when you know you've had enough. Yes it is very hard to let go, but sometimes letting go is exactly the right thing to do :)

Butterfly Chick said...

Sadness..
sometimes we have to let go.. becuz waiting for nothing will lead to nothing but hurting urself..

Dana..
I never believed in this quote.. I found it stupid to leave someone and wait for them to come back just to prove that whats between us is true.. I guess I shud start to learn from this quote and believe it!

Butterfly Chick said...

Toomzie..
I agree.. sometimes lettin go is the right thing to do.. although it is the hardest thing to do!