Tuesday, January 31, 2012

You & Other sites!

Alohaaa !

How are you all today! I am feeling super extra fine!

Me have something which I would like to discuss with all of you..

Let’s say you have been visiting a site/blog regularly and leaving comments on it. On the other hand, this site’s owner has never ever visited your site or left a comment on your site/blog!

Now you don’t know the reason behind that, this person might be busy (although you see their comments on other sites) or maybe your site was not a site which he/she would be interested in!

Would you still be active on their site/blog and post comments? Or would you just visit and be a silent reader? Or would you stop visiting them?!

Friday, January 27, 2012

You.. Acting?!

If you had an opportunity to act, which role will you choose & why? (Drama, Romance, Comedy...etc)
Which movie do you see yourself in and you wish it was you who is acting?
Let us see your acting part :P

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Things I wanted to tell you..

23 Jan:
I wanted to tell you how bad I felt the whole day because I was thinking about where we are going in this, I wanted to tell you that I meant to ask you to wait for me when I wasn’t planning to see you just to show you how much it hurts to wait for something and it doesn’t happen.. just to show you how it feels when someone promises you something and they don’t do it.. I wanted to tell you that when I got back home I had a fight with mom over you.. I wanted to tell you that I was so angry at you that I didn’t wanna talk to you.. I wanted to tell you this is the main reason why I am not talking to you.. I wanted to tell you that I cried that night till I fell asleep..

24 Jan:
I wanted to tell you that I missed you when I woke up in the morning.. that I went to work thinking of you.. that although I was so busy I couldn’t take you out of my mind..

25 Jan:
I wanted to talk to you.. I wanted to tell you about my day.. I wanted to tell you how I was so angry at a girl with me at work.. how her message got my nerve.. I wanted to complain about her.. I wanted to tell you how I am learning new stuff at work.. how I am excited, nervous and scared at the same time.. I wanted to tell you that I am having a lot of work lately.. I wanted your support.. I wanted to tell you how chocho was following me the whole day.. how he wanted me to cuddle him.. how I was kissing him.. how happy I was about this..I wanted to tell you how I miss you.. I wanted to tell you how I need your kisses.. I wanted to tell you how I couldn’t sleep last night.. I wanted to tell you how I felt you hugging me when I was trying to sleep..

26 Jan:
I woke up in the morning missing you.. looking at my mobile.. it was 6.30 am.. it was the time you wake up.. it was the time I wake you up.. it was the time I hear your voice.. it was the time we kiss a morning kiss.. I wanted to tell you how I went to work late.. I wanted to tell you what I did today.. I wanted to tell you how I felt when I saw your message saying “I miss you”.. I wanted to tell you how I smiled yet how I was so upset.. I wanna tell you how I am having tears in my eyes while I am at work.. I wanna tell you how I miss you so much.. I wanna tell you how I cant concentrate on work because you are running on my mind all the day.. I wanted.. & you wanted.. perhaps we wanted different things…

A Beautiful Morning

a beauty morning where I am feeling good.. Where my heart is not hurting.. A morning where I am happy and drinking my coffee.. Where I came really late to work and planning to leave really early.. A morning without u on it.. Without ur thought.. Without ur voice.. Without ur kiss.. Without ur laugh...
A morning where I will start doing things for me.. For my own sake.. A morning where I will smile no matter how I feel.. Where I will think about everything but U.
Good morning to me :) !.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

I miss you

I miss u so much that I wanna hear ur voice right now.. am so upset and feel like crying, wish ur feeling the same, wish ur missin me as much as I miss u......
I am so upset today.. I hate feelin down.. dunno what am writing.. just wanna write about nothing! just wanna talk not to think of u.. I love, I hate u....

Have u ever felt stupid becuz ur in love? Do u miss them? Do u want them when u still know that they r not tryin their best to be with u? Even when they r sayin they r tryin?! Shall I move on with a new story? Shall I go for it and let u go? Shall I spend one more year waiting? Am I over reacting? Over thinking? Over talking about it?!!

Screw it.....


""Dear All
I sincerely apologise but I have been requested to book -- for --- meeting tomorrow - this will be all day meeting so I suggest you find another room for your meetings
Sorry for any inconvnience ""

This is rude! Never happened before! & IT IS RUDE!
You could asked more nicely! I have booked this room before you! You can’t come ask or no sorry ORDER someone to cancel the meeting because you did not find a room! For God sake!
I guess I wouldn’t get that mad if the email was written nicely!
I am so pissed right now pffffff!!

& yeah I wont leave work any soon although I finish at 3.30 Grrrrrr

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Letting You Go...

Sometimes, something was meant to have but not to hold...
It's time to learn how to let go...

As I was surfing the net this morning I visited C’s blog and read those lines which I quoted “Hope C won't mind”..

It made me think deeply.. It brought pain to my heart.. Tears to my eyes.. I don’t wanna be dramatic here.. But I sometimes wonder if I am stupidly in love.. Sometimes I wonder whether I am doing the right thing or not.. Sometimes I wonder am I walking in the right path.. It is so hard to let someone go.. So hard that you feel the ache on your heart.. I dunno if I wanna let go.. But I know I had giving up in holding.. I am fed up with holding.. I have been holding this since years now and I don’t wanna hold it anymore.. I wanna learn to let go.. I wanna learn to let you go…
I tried my best today morning not to think of you.. Not to miss you.. Tried to hide my tears.. Tried to smile.. But every time my phone beeps, I hope it was you… yet I don’t wanna hear you.. I don’t wanna hear your voice.. I don’t wanna hear your excuses.. I don’t wanna listen to anything.. Maybe.. Just maybe.. I don’t want you

Yes, I am lying.. But I should lie to let you go.. I should pretend that I hate you to let you go.. I should pretend that I am alright to let you go… I had enough.. I don’t wanna go through all pain.. I don’t deserve this.. I deserve someone who would die to be with me.. Not someone who I would die to be with...! I don’t wanna wait for you anymore.. I am flipping the pages.. To a page where I respect myself.. Where I am not blindly following you.. To a page where I am letting you go…

Sara Lee Chocolate Cake!

Good Tuesday to all !

Those who follow me would know that “recently” I started to love spending time at the kitchen! Well I started to enjoy cooking and trying new recipes! I usually go for the easy ones!

I have one new easy yummy recipe for you today..

All what you need is

Sara Lee chocolate cake

2 small KDD thick cream (Geemar)

4 dream whip (or you can use 2)

Hershey chocolate syrup

Oreo (optional)

All what you have to do is cut the cake into pieces and put them on the plate then mix the thick cream, dream whip, oreo and the chocolate syrup together.
After mixing the ingredients, pour some of it on the chocolate cake then put another layer of chocolate cake and pour the rest of the cream you have!
And finally you can decorate the upper layer with the chocolate syrup!

Simple.. Easy.. & sweet !
Enjoy it!

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Being Single

Good morning all..

A simple question..

What is/was good about being a single?

Shall I expect a list here? :P

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Thursday, January 12, 2012


Last weekend was a busy busy busy weekend for me! I enjoyed it to the max!
Starting from Thursday, I went out celebrating my friend’s birthday (ZJAY) and stayed out till 11 PM.. Friday, went to my friend’s house (FJAY) and stayed with her the whole day eating, talking and watched dvd with her, returned back at 10.30 PM.. Saturday, I wanted to spend it relaxing, so I stayed at home till maybe 7 PM where I went out again with two of my friends and ate dinner at the car..
I am not an out going person, I don’t like to go out much.. But last weekend I felt like I needed to go out.. Not to stay at home! & oh I loved being out all the weekend!
Sunday was an awesome day too! At work we had a meeting from 8 AM till 2.30 PM at Sofitel I didn’t take any pictures except this one :P

Later that day, my boss planned to take the whole department to race carting! OH MY GOD! I SO LOVED IT! First I wasn’t sure if I am going or not, specially that I will be the only girl there! But what encouraged me is that my dad will be with me – since we both work at the same department – ! So I said why not!
You have no idea how much I enjoyed the race! & I was so thankful that I wasn’t the last lol.. I wasn’t perfect but I wasn’t the last :P !!
I loved it so much! It was so nice experience! I would really recommend those who didn’t go to BIC to go and try racing there! If you are engaged/married and you want to surprise your loved ones take them to the race! I dun think any guy would hate this! Just go both of you and race together! I think it would be an amazing gift :D

So I will leave you with the describtion I received from them, I am not sure if this only applies to companies or it can be applied to any group of 10-15 persons, anyhow you can always call them on 17451745 for any more information or visit their site: http://bahrain-karting.com/

So anyway, For the group of 10 - 15 people they recommended three options - an Arrive & Drive, a Mini Grand Prix or a Grand Prix races:

1. Arrive & Drive
- 2 x 15min driving sessions
Price per person BD18 plus BD1 registration fee for all the new members. It is a subject of availability on the track and not an exclusive sessions.

2. Mini Grand Prix
- 10minutes Practice / Qualifying session,
- Race 1 – 9 laps
- Race 2 – 11 laps.
Price per person id BD40.000 and includes registration fees, karting experience, overalls, gloves, helmets and exclusivity on staff and all of the facilities.

3. Grand Prix
- 10min Practice
- 10min Qualifying session
- Race 1 – 9 laps
- Race 2 – 11 laps
Price per person BD56.000 and includes registration fees, karting experience, overalls, gloves, helmets and exclusivity on staff and all of the facilities.

I highly recommend to go and try it.. It’s so much fun trust me!!

No 7 was ME :P LOL

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

He's Just Not That Into You

He's Just Not That Into You
By Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

Quoted from Hollisquotes

Cut your losses and don't waste your time . Why stay in some weird dating limbo when you can move on to what will surely be better territory? Don't want to hear it? Fine. Here's the answer you're looking for, "Hang in there, baby. He's not the loser everybody's telling you he is. If you wait and keep your mouth shut and call at exactly the right time and anticipate his moods and have no expectations about communication or your own sexual needs, you can have him!" But please don't be surprised if he dumps you or continues to drag you through a completely unsatisfying relationship.

He is a man made up entirely of your excuses. And the minute you stop making excuses for him, he will completely disappear from your life.

Men, for the most part, like to pursue women. We (men) like not knowing if we can catch you. We feel rewarded when we do.

Don't let the "honeys" and the "babys" fool you. His sweet nothings are exactly that. They are much easier to say than "I'm just not that into you." Remember, actions speak louder than, "There's no cell reception where I am right now."

Calling when you say you're going to call is the very first brick in the house you are building of love and trust. If he can't lay this one stupid brick down, you ain't never gonna have a house, baby. And it's cold outside.

He will always be able to play the "friend" card on you. He only has to be responsible for the expectations of a friend, rather than the far greater expectations of a boyfriend. He's got the ultimate situation: a great friend with all the benefits of a girlfriend, whom he can see or not see whenever he wants to. He may be one of your closest friends, but I'm sorry to say ... as a boyfriend, he's just not that into you.

Beware of the word "friend". It can often be used by men or the women that love them to excuse the most unfriendly behavior. Personally, when I'm picking friends, I like the ones who don't make me cry myself to sleep.

I don't want to be "sort of dating" someone. I don't want to be "kinda hanging out" with someone. I don't want to spend a lot of energy suppressing my feelings so I appear uninvolved. I want to be involved. I want to be sleeping with someone I know I'll see again because they've already demonstrated to me that they're trustworthy and honorable -- and into me.

You can't blame a guy for having feelings. You love someone, you break up, you still have feeling. Thank God for that really. But having feelings don't mean you have to have sex.

Every man you have ever dated who has said he doesn't want to get married or doesn't believe in marriage, or has "issues" with marriage, will ... rest assured ... someday be married. It just will never be with you.

Everyone wants to be loved and needed, particularly by the person who just broke up with us. I understand. What could be better than hearing from the man who just told you he didn't want you in his life anymore ... his sad, wistful, "I miss you so much" voice on the other end of the phone? It's validating. It's exciting. It's irresistible. But resist you must.

My friends all say I should stop talking to him, but I think he misses me, and I like that. I miss him. I feel if I stay in touch with him, it will remind him of how great I am, and eventually he will realize that we should be together again.

A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person ... if he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately he's just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you.

Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you. You're deeply missable. However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you.

It's very tempting when you really want to be with someone to settle for much, much less -- even a vague pathetic facsimile of less -- than you would have ever imagined. Remember always what you set out to get and please don't settle for less. These guys exist because there are a lot of women out there who allow them to.

No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing.

Being lonely ... being alone ... for many people ... sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel crappy or doesn't honor the person you are is worse.

Life is hard enough as it is without choosing someone difficult to share it with.

You deserve to be with someone who is nice to you all the time.

I Hate You!

I dunno whether I miss him or not.. I dunno whether I want him to call me or not.. All I know is that I am so angry at him.. Is that I hate what he did.. What he is doing.. I hate how he thinks its something silly to fight on.. I hate how he keeps me waiting.. & honestly.. I dun think I am ready for this any more.. I dun think I wanna wait.. I hate how he finds it hard to be with me.. I hate how I feel now about being with him.. Maybe I dun wanna be with him anymore.. Maybe I have to move on without him.. Maybe I miss him.. I miss his voice.. I miss talking to him late at night.. I miss talking to him early in the morning.. I miss spending my weekends with him.. I missed him in the new year.. I hate how I love him.. I hate how I love him that makes me hate him!
Guys are stupid.. They are..! Sometimes I wish I was never in love.. Yet I enjoyed being in love with him.. Pff.. I dun wanna think of loving him..! I hate how cold he is.. I hate how he thinks I will be waiting for him forever.. I hate how I dun even know what I am writing.. I hate how I am repeating myself.. My words.. I hate how everyone is telling me to move on and leave him behind and I hate the fact that I cant.. I hate how everyone thinks I am stupid for sticking with him.. How I feel stupid for being with him.. I hate how he makes me laugh.. How he makes me smile.. How he loves me.. How I feel when I am with him..
I hate how he gives me promises that he knows he can never make.. I hate how every time I remember this I get so angry that I dun wanna talk to him, I dun wanna remember him!..
I hate how confused he makes me feel.. How I can love him in a minute and hate him in the second minute!

I love you so much that it hurts.. I love you so much that I ended up hating what you do.. I love you so much that I expected you to do much more than what apparently you cant do.. I love you so much that I wish you loved me the same.. I love you so much that I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.. I love you so much that I know if someone is not welling to make a step forward it means he is either not ready or deep inside he doesnt wanna do it.. I love you so much that I dunno till when I will be loving you...