Thursday, August 18, 2011

Brain VS Heart

Its Thursday! I should be happy! I shouldn’t feel that depressed! I hate my mood swing.. I hate how in a sudden I can be so depressed.. I wish I could talk to you about it.. I wish you could understand me.. I wish you do something to assure me.. I am starting to get bored of myself doing this.. Its like I’m so desperate for it.. Am I? I dunno! I just wanna be with you.. & I got bored of us sneaking behind everyone’s eyes! I’m loving it, yet I’m hating it!

Let’s say you love someone so much and this someone has a commitment phobia! You promised yourself to wait for him until he gets through it.. You talked to him many many times about it and all what he gives u is promises with no real action! You knew he is just running away from your questions but still you wanted to believe him!

Until that day comes.. This almost perfect guy come to propose, he has a great job, great personality, everything you were dreaming of in a guy.. But he wasn’t the guy you loved.. You didn’t have any feelings toward him!

I know now most of you will say stick with someone who came straight away to your house instead of someone who says he loves you and do nothing about it! But come on.. It’s not an easy choice for anyone to decide..
I mean if you got stuck between your brain and your heart which one you will choose?!

I hope I never get stuck between my brain and my heart.. But I am seriously getting bored of all this!

32 comments:

C said...

I follow my heart. My brain is too logic. My heart reflect the real me :) I don't know what happened but I know you love this Mr a lot until you don't mind letting a good chance slip away.

As long as you feel it's worth it, you will never feel regret because at least you have try your very best! No matter what, we will always support you sweetie! Hey you should be my real life friend hehehe :D Add me at FB, we could always chat chat if you want to :)

Butterfly Chick said...

I have let many chances slip away.. I am seriously getting bored of waiting for God knows what! If there was something that assures me I would shut up and wait.. I sometimes feel like I am something for a waste of time only.. I hate how I am thinking, I might be wrong I know, but seriously he gotta do something when he knows that I am waiting for him to do sth! lol I am so depressed and frustrated today I guess :P not my day not my day lol..

Sure I wud love to be your friend :) How am I suppose to search for you at FB? :$ lol

Thanks sweetie for helping, it meant a lot :)

Bo-Ya3gooob said...

I dont know what to say bes allah ywafgich ib whatever you decide...

Butterfly Chick said...

Bo-Ya3goob..
Thanks dear I appreciate it :)
Its hard for guys to talk abt these stuff I guess :P

C said...

Add me at katkootah@live.com :P We can chat chat there :) I'm gonna always be your listener :* Some guys just don't get the message! You have to straight away tell it to his face! If he don't take it seriously, then maybe sweetie, its time to move on :)

BlueGem said...

i choose my heart,wish u best good luck ^_^

Bo-Ya3gooob said...

Its not hard its just im more brain than heart, so my opinion may not help at all... Bes that doen't mean im right, So allah ywafgich inshallah...

Butterfly Chick said...

C..
I added you dear :)..
I did tell in the face, it never works :P lol

Blue..
Most guys wud choose the brain.. Its good somehow that you will choose ur heart I guess..

Bo-Ya3goob..
Its okay dear.. Maybe b3d I need to listen to a guy opinion even if I wudnt like it or take it :P.. lol.. Thanks anyway :)

BlueGem said...

f i get stuck i choose my heart coz i'll never give my heart to someone else b4 i thought of it .. thts why ^_^

BlueGem said...

i mean i will never thought of it again .. wish u best good luck siso ^^

Standy said...

im torn regarding this mattter.. i would say do pro and con list =p

but in the end, sometimes its better to get to know the person so when soemthing happen you would be as disappointed as you would be when sometthing happens and this is the one you wanted and it didnt end up fitting your leg you know what im saying =p

did i even make sense LOOOL

Butterfly Chick said...

Blue..
I dun think we even think before giving someone our hearts!
Thanks dear.. I wish u the best too :)

Butterfly Chick said...

Standy..
lol you got me confused here.. I had to read what u said over and over again :P but yeah I guess I know what u mean..
You somehow did make sense:P

C said...

Babe you added me? I didn't get friend request :'( Don't tell me you add the wrong person :( My display name is Catherine :P Make sure its correct one :P

Standy said...

reading my crap again i cant believe you somehow got me =p

i am sorry,..

i meant is something you dont know in this case can be way better than something you know, coz the person you know you would expect much and be disapponted alot.. with something you dont know, nothing really to expect and you wont be disappointed as much =D


there.. is this betteR?

BlueGem said...

we must think b4 giving our hearts to someone,bcoz our hearts aren't somethin cheap tht can give wherever whenever we want,our hearts are like treasure must kept for someone who deserve it^^

Butterfly Chick said...

C..
I did sweetie! I never saw you online though!
I copied the email you gave me earlier katkootah@live.com .. Did you write it wrong or something? :P lol.. Hmmm if its right and u didnt get any friend request from me I will try sending u an email on it and lets see if u receive anything.. Just lemme know if its correct or not..

C said...

its correct sweetie hehehe :) Still I didnt have any friend request :) Pm me at my email :) I will add u :)

Butterfly Chick said...

Standy..
LOL, its okey dear.. I guess I got u different than what ur saying now :P
it cud be right what u r saying.. I wont be expecting much from someone I dun know.. But maybe I will start comparing him to someone else.. Hmm I dunno walla..
But yeah what u wrote this time is much much better :P

Butterfly Chick said...

Blue..
I am not against what u r saying.. But when u fall in love you fall without thinking.. You just fall.. No one is ever prepared to fall for it.. So no I dun agree when you say that we have to think before giving our hearts to someone.. Because in reality.. when we fall in love we never think.. it just happen

Butterfly Chick said...

C..

I sent you an email sweetie just now.. Oh please tell me u received it :P

C said...

Yes I received it :) Replied and add you FB muaks :**

Standy said...

why is no one adding me in FB????

Butterfly Chick said...

Standy
LOOOOOOL
whats ur email ? :P how can we add you there ;P

BlueGem said...

OMG yeah ur soooo right as u say it's just happen sorry 4 being stubborn guy loooool n ur absoulet right siso

Butterfly Chick said...

lol I am glad that I finally convinced u into something :P
No need to say sorry dear :)

BlueGem said...

lol I am glad that I finally convinced u into something :P

looooooooooooooool when u said finally i imagine ur doing this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymp2noxAD0U

loooooooooooooool

btw they r so cute XD

Butterfly Chick said...

Looooooooooooool

yup they r cute :P loool

Chick Flick Journal said...

wow honey its exactly what i went through. i can sooo relatea to you. http://chickflickjournal.blogspot.com/2011/08/my-love-story.html

you commented too so i guess you kno what to do ;)

Butterfly Chick said...

Yeah.. I saw ur post.. I guess you are brave enough to do what u did.. & I wish I can do what you did too.. I am still having this tiny hope that I am holding at..
Inshalla I dun get disappointed !

Anonymous said...

I lived in this case on March 2009..
I took my heart and just killed it & through is away..
I won't say how much the pain was..
It was really really hard to forgot someone you lived in his heart for more than 6 years..
All Gone...!!!
I’m new person.. with new life.. with a husband how really loves me, who doesn’t forget the second day of every month since the second of May 2009, our engagement date!!
My advise, is not to follow your brain, not your heart, follow the truth, the faith, follow God…!

Butterfly Chick said...

your comment made me really smile.. it really did :).. I dont know u but you made me happy for u!
I am really glad that it ended this way for u.. all the best oo allah e5alii ur husband lach yarab :)..

I am trying to do this.. I will try my best to follow the truth.. Pray for me :)

thanks again and keep in touch