Sunday, November 13, 2011

So Frustrated!!!

I am so frustrated this morning.. So upset.. So wanna cry.. I couldn’t sleep last night.. I stayed in bed till 3 am! I heard everything at that time..!! I heard a rooster at 2 am! And I was like WTH! It didn’t shut up which really freaked me out and I tried to close my eyes so tightly not to imagine stuff.. then I believe I heard an ambulance, then I guess I was mistaken it was only some stupid cars at that time! & what doesn’t make sense is that my room is not located near the road! I am surrounded by my neighbors so honestly it was the first time I hear cars sounds next to my window!
Waking up this morning.. So tired and so feeling like crying.. trying to get out from the garage to find out that our stupid/annoying/new neighbor is standing behind our garage!!!!! & NO IT IS NOT THE FIRST TIME THEY DO THAT!! GRRRR!! I really hate it when they do that.. they didn’t live here yet and they are being sooooooo annoying! I swear I will fight with them one day! JUST STOP PARKING BEHIND OUR GARAGE! It wasn’t him actually, it was the workers but yeah he also and his wife do the same thing!
Anyway.. after calling the workers to move the car I drove to work.. I am sorry for saying that but I hate Indians who drive here! So I was waiting in the traffic and the signal was red, behind me was an Indian man.. the signal became green but there were still cars passing from the other traffic! So what I hear is BEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEP!! I am like WTH! I hate how they use the horn! They use it ALL THE TIME! WHICH IS VERY ANNOYING! I hate how now a days you cant even talk to them! Because when we do they just raise their Bahraini passport in our face and say HEY I AM BAHRAINI AS YOU ARE! For God sake!

Yes I am not in mood.. Yes I am frustrated! & yes I finally came to realize that I suck at cooking! I dunno shall I quit or try and try and try!

Good morning to all!!

8 comments:

zainab said...

Aww sweetie*hugs*
you might need some rest? Take a break!

Butterfly Chick said...

thanks dear..
I dunno walla.. even now I tried to take a nap at my break and cudnt :( ! I hate that and I am having a headache now =((((

amalikrunner said...

Welcome to Middle East with the traffic and other wrong things (Like parking at other peopls place, blocking your car, having no courtesy, etc)

It's not about being an American, Bahraini, Kuwaiti, It's not about being a multi-millionaire or a middle class income maker - It's not about being the leader or the follower - we are all humans and we must remember we have no peace today because we forgot that we belong to each other.

It is about what is right, when you see wrong, speak it (I once saw a female who I knew in the US with her husband at the gym (Few days later at a coffee shop with another male) I approached the male and asked him and broke the news and he didn't believe me but I did what my heart told me is right.

You have no right to cheat, hurt or deceive any human being and if you do, it's coming back to you 100 times harder. I know it and you know it.

Never quit anything positive in life, maybe give up for a day or two only.

Standy said...

:) smile and take a deep breath,,

;) it usually works :D

Deema said...

aww im sorry i hope u feel better soon sweetie. take deep breaths and yes keep on trying u will get there some day inshallah

Butterfly Chick said...

Malik..
True.. its not abt nationality but I guess I was extremely angry so I apologize for that..
lol I dun believe u actually went to tell the guy that.. You know some people dun believe when someone tells them about their lovers if they are cheating or watever! & hmm for me I dun think I wud do it unless I know this person!
Yup I didnt quit :$ I've baked something couple of days ago which my family loved! Thank God :D

Butterfly Chick said...

Malik..
True.. its not abt nationality but I guess I was extremely angry so I apologize for that..
lol I dun believe u actually went to tell the guy that.. You know some people dun believe when someone tells them about their lovers if they are cheating or watever! & hmm for me I dun think I wud do it unless I know this person!
Yup I didnt quit :$ I've baked something couple of days ago which my family loved! Thank God :D

Butterfly Chick said...

Standy..
thanks dear.. trying my best to keep my smile up!

Deema..
I am feeling better thanx sweetie